New Year New You…..

Reinventing yourself is NOT an option!

You must do this in order to succeed in life!

Reinventing yourself will definitely cause for you to humble yourself.

You will have to do what you need to do, long before you can do what you want.

Yet the step up, is priceless! That’s a feeling, that once you’ve had it…. You crave it!

If you crave it, you must satisfy it.

HBIC_PHILANTHROPY

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I’m NOT mad, I AM DONE!

 

 

 

 

 

One thing about a #Virgo specifically, I #Tiffany #HBIC is that “we do NOT tolerate bullshit!” 

I’m finally in a place where “the bullshit will NOT exist!” 

The past year and even more over the past few months, I’ve ex-communicated from many people. 

I will continue to do so. 

I am NOT mad at anyone. 

I am DONE with many people. 

I DO NOT OWE any of you “an explanation, acknowledgement, humility, and damn sure NOT loyalty” as I haven’t, if I’ve ever, received it from many of you.

You’ve given me your ass to kiss, while putting your nose in the air.

You’ve wished bad on me.

You’ve purposely ignored me, in an attempt to outdo me or you simply enjoyed watching me struggle.

You smite me when you’re doing or feeling as though you’re doing better than me.

You hate me when I show you nothing but love.

You distance yourself once you realize you can’t control me.

You call me selfish because “I take great pride and care of myself regardless!”

You THINK you’re in control of my destiny.

You THINK I need you. 

You ONLY “pretend” to love, respect, and appreciate me “when you need me to do something for your sole benefit!” 

UNDERSTAND THIS: 

#Tiffany #HBIC #Virgo keeps God 1st. My mother and father are dead. Even when they were alive, they couldn’t scare or control me! 

I am an exceptional person, that ONLY A FEW will ever get to know thoroughly. 

I am NOT mad, I AM DONE! 

I have a right and I deserve to be understood, loved, accepted, supported, promoted and celebrated! 

I DO NOT DESERVE to be looked down upon, left out of the mix, discussed in your huddles, sit downs and judgement filled conversations, without the slightest attempt at “speaking with me” in regards to your concerns; because we’ve had “words in the past” or “because I’m too much for you” or my favorite hidden one “because I have a Bipolar and PTSD diagnosis and my son has an Autism diagnosis!”

Again, understand that I am NOT mad! I AM DONE! 

 

HBIC_PHILANTHROPY 

 

“Papa’s pedophile past”

IF you knew a woman whose dating a man that’s a pedophile & she has a daughter; not by him. You know because he was sexual with you. WWYD?

I’m feeling awkward b/c I see she loves him deeply, yet I’m certain doesn’t know his past.

What man would ever admit to sex w/minor? WWYD?

I’m faced “daily” with a choice to “destroy” someone’s lie, by exposing the truth or “omitting” the truth to protect their life. Smh WWYD?

I can’t say anything. Smh.

Why? I’m certain you’re asking yourself and generally wondering.

EVERY TIME I’ve attempted to “educate or forewarn” a Female about a Male I’ve dealt with or encountered; it backfired.

I’ve avoided her more lately, because my urge to expose him has increased.

It’s PURELY out of concern for her daughter. He was into them.

He was consistently sexually intimate with me. KNOWING I was a minor, where I lived, who my father was, the school I attended, etc.

It’s sad because we as women can be so blinded….

A lot of pedophiles who’ve taken advantage of me as a “minor” child are still out here.

They’re just full grown womanizer’s now.

I’m NOT going to name people specifically because the DMV wouldn’t survive it. Trust me.

However, I will be tactful enough to reveal the truth, without uprooting anyone’s lies that’s created their current life. I’m not on get back. I’m not looking for a big payout either.

I NEED PEACE. I need to know that all I’ve seen, heard and endured wasn’t only for me. That I experienced that so another young woman won’t have to. So another son won’t be ashamed of or without his mother. So another young male or female won’t be ashamed to expose or fight off their pedophile.

These people prey on your weaknesses, insecurities and poverty primarily to satisfy their own insecurities, weaknesses and spiritual poverty, because anyone over age 21 who can view a 10-16 year old “with lust” I don’t give a fuck how sexually open or active she was, you’re a sick motherfucker!

A follower of mine, who’ll I’ll leave anonymous for now ((because I haven’t asked for his permission to include our conversations, although also public in this post) told me to “inform the father!”

Here’s my rebuttal: 

I don’t know directly or of the child’s father. I barely know the child’s mother. I know the male she’s dating all too well though. In a perfect world, that option would be great! 😉
 
HIM: She should definitely be told. Her feelings are irrelevant when it comes to the safety of her child…
 
hbic_philanthropyHmm that’s my thoughts, but because of my past negative encounters with women in similar situations it makes me apprehensive, in addition to the fact it’s been 17 years since the incidents occurred and he served time in jail etc. He may not remember me, but I’ll never forget him and seeing their pics, I’m just Smh @HIM my blog post will be a way of “telling” without hurting or interfering because I honestly couldn’t “appropriately” withstand being attacked or ridiculed for trying to help. Plus she’s head over heels in love so I’m already seeing she’s not going to hear me.
 
hbic_philanthropyHonestly speaking as all else in my life, if it’s meant in God’s will for me to expose him to her, when he moves my spirit nothing and nobody will stop it, not even myself. I’m tired of “being insecure” about these men who I thought cared, etc. I’m in a place where I too need to heal etc. @HIM

Now after having that opportunity to voice my opinion with him over social media, I was left with quiet time to myself. I’ve decided that I won’t be like “super head” and write a tell all book! I had a .5 second thought about writing a tell all blog first as a first part to a 7 part book series.

Then a few “key incidents” played in slow motion in my mind and the thought was killed and buried forever. 

The reason is because “I’m actually ashamed” that it’s taken me this long to “get angry enough” to discuss or even expose these filthy bastards.

My life has changed for the better, some of theirs have also. Only a few have actually done worse or have died as a result of their lifestyles and God’s will.

Another reason is “I’m more than that!”

Meaning, I don’t have anything to prove and I’m NOT about “destroying homes, etc” however if put in a position where someone “demands” information “I can only give you the truth or I’ll stay silent!” 

Next reason is because I’d rather my son NOT “read about incidents” but I’d prefer to tell him the specific details, names, places, etc “IF” he desires that depth of knowledge regarding my past promiscuity. I’ll be certain to inform of him of incidents that closely, if not directly relate to incidents, etc that he may be experiencing with a young woman. 

Last reason, being a #Virgo, I’m extremely private! As public and extroverted as I am and can be, I’m actually 10 ten times as private and as many of you say “sneaky” whereas I prefer to say “tactful!” 

I ONLY want people to know “What I expose” and “how I expose it” IN MY TIME! 

Now, back on topic! 

This post is to “URGE” women to be an “interviewer” when “dating men” EVEN THOSE that you’ve grown up with or around.

Meaning, do your recon. Pull his “public record”, run his name through http://www.bop.gov because it’ll tell you about his “past incarcerations” that he may NOT have mentioned and probably intended on NEVER mentioning to you.

Depending on “how much you’ll want to know, how soon and what you’re willing to sacrifice once the knowledge is obtained” perform an internet bought background check or ask him to give you a copy of his credit report. 

You’d be surprised at the things you’ll find and the time you’ll save! TRUST ME. 

Please, ask questions, “hear answers” but seek truth! 

Women, also be a little more open-minded when other women come to you with information. Every woman that “comes to you” about your man “isn’t hating, doesn’t want him or you, and isn’t being (intrusive) nosey”

SOME are sincerely trying to help, if not SAVE you from your own hell. 

Last but certainly NOT least, please “monitor” your children and their interactions with these men you are dating.

DO NOT be so eager to introduce your children to a man that you haven’t dated “at least 6 months.” I do believe he should “have knowledge” that you have children, how many and the relationship dynamic and status between you and the other parent.

DO NOT be so eager to have a “male role model/influence” in your home.

DO NOT be too comfortable with the male you’re dating being close with your children, especially where physical interaction is involved. 

I’ve seen some “subtle” pedophiles even recently!

I had one incident where a man that was dating an adult woman, was closer and more open with her daughter “about their relationship” than he ever was or would’ve been with the woman he was dating.

It appeared to me that he was “buttering” the daughter up for his own pleasures later, because it made and still at this very moment “makes NO sense” to me as to why he was more comfortable speaking to and with a “child” than to the adult he was actively having sex with and technically living with and dating. 

I also pay close attention to the “context” in which many men make their statements and react thereafter.

Trust some of them “can’t help themselves” and if you’re paying attention you’ll catch it. 

Teach your children about appropriate relationships. Educate them on the fact that if their under the age of 18 anyone 18 or older shouldn’t be “discussing, and damn sure shouldn’t be attempting to engage them physically into sex or drug activities!”

Explain to them and “be sincere” about them being able to “tell you” if anyone was to touch them or converse with them about sexual or drug activity.

Please LISTEN to your children. Please DO your research IF you have ANY doubts about your child or children’s accusations!

PAY ATTENTION TO THESE MENTORS!!!

PAY ATTENTION TO THE OLDER SIBLINGS, OLDER COUSINS, DRUG ABUSERS IN THE FAMILY!

PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR “OVERLY CONCERNED NEIGHBOR!”

IF your child has a special need, i.e., developmental delay or mental illness/condition; PLEASE TAKE HEED!! Use all resources available to you to assist in teaching them about people and incidents such as the aforementioned. 

 

 

From age 10- 17 (years 95-02) ANY male that slept with me who was 18 or over IS A PEDOPHILE! 

You all have gotten off “easy” because I was naive, and once I became “knowledgeable” I didn’t care, because I had to survive. I considered myself “doing what needed to be done” NOT realizing nor concerning myself with the overall damage it would cause me, especially, but also others around me in the years to come. 

I’ve recently had to “inform, then check” a pedophile whose 9 years older than I am. This ignorant nigga, REALLY BELIEVES that he helped and loved me! LMAO

He STILL doesn’t get that when I was 13 when we met and he was 22, he’s a pedophile!

He doesn’t think so and even tried to imply that my husband is one because we’re 25 years apart. I confirmed for him, NO SIR! You “knew” I wasn’t 16 as I attempted to lie to you.

My husband “assumed” I was older because we met through mutual friends who are his age. However, upon meeting and interviewing each other “prior to any sex” he learned  I was of legal age, 19 to be exact.

He wasn’t pleased. He was actually ashamed and apprehensive, because I “am” the youngest woman he’s dated since being an adult himself! He also has daughters just a few “steps” behind me, son’s a few steps ahead of me; so trust me I totally understood the initial shame and apprehension. 

There were even two women who were “poverty pimps” they “wanted me to believe” and recently attempted to “convince me” yet again, they love and care for me.

LMAO yet, 98% of my entire “residency” with them consisted of me “providing” for them through degrading or enslaving myself. They were madame’s if you will! I wasn’t quite a minor, but I was “the youth”16-19 to be exact during that time and they, especially your “grave deep ass” took sole advantage of “my desire for a better future!”

The head madame, really “thought” she had me. No bitch! I am DONE with “motherfuckering leeches!” 

This is what “pedophiles, rapists, molesters, DO!

They “convince you” that they’re helping you, meanwhile they’re actually helping you to hurt yourself while pleasing them!

They “convince you” that you need them, they love you, nobody will ever come along and help you etc as they do.

ALL the while “you’re exchanging money and sex with them, ONLY to receive insecurity, paranoia, distrust, lustful flesh,etc.”

Point made is “a man” WON’T want any parts of a child! A “nigga” “cunt” “coon” “boy” “leech” etc will “use and abuse” anyone and anything to appease him or herself! 

Again, understand this posts and “those that’ll follow” ARE NOT to “expose the people” IF you are seeking “confirmation” of who I’m referencing I highly advise you “to get some business!” 

This post is “for informational and reference purposes ONLY!” 

This post is for me to “free myself” of the spiritual bounds it’s held on me for so long.

This post gave me the chance to finally “let go” and let God deal with ya’ll. 

I’ve been blessed and I’m continuing to be blessed, even via this post right now! 

As my fingers strike each key I feel a litte lighter, because my silent crying at night while everyone sleeps can finally begin to diminish. 

Finally I can sleep “knowing” I won’t see your face, hear your voice or have to acknowledge your presence. For those I’ve recently seen, know that God ONLY did that to show me “his power, grace and mercy!” IT WAS NOT, I REPEAT…… IT WAS “NOT” THE ANSWER TO YOUR PRAYER! 

You’re a “leech” and your partner in crime is too. You can break away from her, to save your life literally. I’ve witnessed this myself. I admired you at one time and I upon my departure pitied you and I pity you more now. After 10 years you’d think you grew your own back bone or at least strengthen what you had and were confident enough and physically able to stand upright with your head held high! 

I avert, because your “disability” isn’t my concern, because God continues to show off my “abilities!” 

I pray that those “few” aforementioned people and incidents that I’ve discussed were a wide enough eye opener for many of you! 

We live in a very cruel and corrupt world. I don’t wish paranoia on anyone, however I do pray that many of you become “attentive and accountable” not only for yourselves, but especially for your children as you’re evolving and allowing people to enter in or exit your lives. 

Keep in mind, that there’s a little devil in every angel, because the devil is a fallen angel. 

P.S. to all the women like myself who “did not” snitch because of shame, being naive, being vulnerable and immature, believing you were truly being loved because you were infatuated with the idea of loving and being loved, etc. PLEASE DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF! 

I REPEAT, DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF for any of the incidents you underwent or for another young ladies incidents. I hate to admit, even if you had reported your crime in a timely fashion etc, it doesn’t STOP intent! 

A person’s intent is where the tragedy begins, not when a naive or desperate young male or female is “preyed” upon by a conscious, calculating, arrogant, pedophile! 

Know that the Lord God our Father which is art in Heaven, is the Almighty and they will be brought to justice in one form or another, but in his time! 

TRUST ME, I AM LIVING PROOF THAT HE WILL ELEVATE YOU, THEN USE THEM AS YOUR FOOT STOOL AND YOUR WITNESSES OF HIS GRACE, MERCY, AND BLESSINGS!!! 

 

HBIC_PHILANTHROPY 

“Papa’s pedophile past”

IF you knew a woman whose dating a man that’s a pedophile & she has a daughter; not by him. You know because he was sexual with you. WWYD?

I’m feeling awkward b/c I see she loves him deeply, yet I’m certain doesn’t know his past.

What man would ever admit to sex w/minor? WWYD?

I’m faced “daily” with a choice to “destroy” someone’s lie, by exposing the truth or “omitting” the truth to protect their life. Smh WWYD?

I can’t say anything. Smh.

Why? I’m certain you’re asking yourself and generally wondering.

EVERY TIME I’ve attempted to “educate or forewarn” a Female about a Male I’ve dealt with or encountered; it backfired.

I’ve avoided her more lately, because my urge to expose him has increased.

It’s PURELY out of concern for her daughter. He was into them.

He was consistently sexually intimate with me. KNOWING I was a minor, where I lived, who my father was, the school I attended, etc.

It’s sad because we as women can be so blinded….

A lot of pedophiles who’ve taken advantage of me as a “minor” child are still out here.

They’re just full grown womanizer’s now.

I’m NOT going to name people specifically because the DMV wouldn’t survive it. Trust me.

However, I will be tactful enough to reveal the truth, without uprooting anyone’s lies that’s created their current life. I’m not on get back. I’m not looking for a big payout either.

I NEED PEACE. I need to know that all I’ve seen, heard and endured wasn’t only for me. That I experienced that so another young woman won’t have to. So another son won’t be ashamed of or without his mother. So another young male or female won’t be ashamed to expose or fight off their pedophile.

These people prey on your weaknesses, insecurities and poverty primarily to satisfy their own insecurities, weaknesses and spiritual poverty, because anyone over age 21 who can view a 10-16 year old “with lust” I don’t give a fuck how sexually open or active she was, you’re a sick motherfucker!

A follower of mine, who’ll I’ll leave anonymous for now ((because I haven’t asked for his permission to include our conversations, although also public in this post) told me to “inform the father!”

Here’s my rebuttal: 

I don’t know directly or of the child’s father. I barely know the child’s mother. I know the male she’s dating all too well though. In a perfect world, that option would be great! 😉
 
HIM: She should definitely be told. Her feelings are irrelevant when it comes to the safety of her child…
 
hbic_philanthropyHmm that’s my thoughts, but because of my past negative encounters with women in similar situations it makes me apprehensive, in addition to the fact it’s been 17 years since the incidents occurred and he served time in jail etc. He may not remember me, but I’ll never forget him and seeing their pics, I’m just Smh @HIM my blog post will be a way of “telling” without hurting or interfering because I honestly couldn’t “appropriately” withstand being attacked or ridiculed for trying to help. Plus she’s head over heels in love so I’m already seeing she’s not going to hear me.
 
hbic_philanthropyHonestly speaking as all else in my life, if it’s meant in God’s will for me to expose him to her, when he moves my spirit nothing and nobody will stop it, not even myself. I’m tired of “being insecure” about these men who I thought cared, etc. I’m in a place where I too need to heal etc. @HIM

Now after having that opportunity to voice my opinion with him over social media, I was left with quiet time to myself. I’ve decided that I won’t be like “super head” and write a tell all book! I had a .5 second thought about writing a tell all blog first as a first part to a 7 part book series.

Then a few “key incidents” played in slow motion in my mind and the thought was killed and buried forever. 

The reason is because “I’m actually ashamed” that it’s taken me this long to “get angry enough” to discuss or even expose these filthy bastards.

My life has changed for the better, some of theirs have also. Only a few have actually done worse or have died as a result of their lifestyles and God’s will.

Another reason is “I’m more than that!”

Meaning, I don’t have anything to prove and I’m NOT about “destroying homes, etc” however if put in a position where someone “demands” information “I can only give you the truth or I’ll stay silent!” 

Next reason is because I’d rather my son NOT “read about incidents” but I’d prefer to tell him the specific details, names, places, etc “IF” he desires that depth of knowledge regarding my past promiscuity. I’ll be certain to inform of him of incidents that closely, if not directly relate to incidents, etc that he may be experiencing with a young woman. 

Last reason, being a #Virgo, I’m extremely private! As public and extroverted as I am and can be, I’m actually 10 ten times as private and as many of you say “sneaky” whereas I prefer to say “tactful!” 

I ONLY want people to know “What I expose” and “how I expose it” IN MY TIME! 

Now, back on topic! 

This post is to “URGE” women to be an “interviewer” when “dating men” EVEN THOSE that you’ve grown up with or around.

Meaning, do your recon. Pull his “public record”, run his name through http://www.bop.gov because it’ll tell you about his “past incarcerations” that he may NOT have mentioned and probably intended on NEVER mentioning to you.

Depending on “how much you’ll want to know, how soon and what you’re willing to sacrifice once the knowledge is obtained” perform an internet bought background check or ask him to give you a copy of his credit report. 

You’d be surprised at the things you’ll find and the time you’ll save! TRUST ME. 

Please, ask questions, “hear answers” but seek truth! 

Women, also be a little more open-minded when other women come to you with information. Every woman that “comes to you” about your man “isn’t hating, doesn’t want him or you, and isn’t being (intrusive) nosey”

SOME are sincerely trying to help, if not SAVE you from your own hell. 

Last but certainly NOT least, please “monitor” your children and their interactions with these men you are dating.

DO NOT be so eager to introduce your children to a man that you haven’t dated “at least 6 months.” I do believe he should “have knowledge” that you have children, how many and the relationship dynamic and status between you and the other parent.

DO NOT be so eager to have a “male role model/influence” in your home.

DO NOT be too comfortable with the male you’re dating being close with your children, especially where physical interaction is involved. 

I’ve seen some “subtle” pedophiles even recently!

I had one incident where a man that was dating an adult woman, was closer and more open with her daughter “about their relationship” than he ever was or would’ve been with the woman he was dating.

It appeared to me that he was “buttering” the daughter up for his own pleasures later, because it made and still at this very moment “makes NO sense” to me as to why he was more comfortable speaking to and with a “child” than to the adult he was actively having sex with and technically living with and dating. 

I also pay close attention to the “context” in which many men make their statements and react thereafter.

Trust some of them “can’t help themselves” and if you’re paying attention you’ll catch it. 

Teach your children about appropriate relationships. Educate them on the fact that if their under the age of 18 anyone 18 or older shouldn’t be “discussing, and damn sure shouldn’t be attempting to engage them physically into sex or drug activities!”

Explain to them and “be sincere” about them being able to “tell you” if anyone was to touch them or converse with them about sexual or drug activity.

Please LISTEN to your children. Please DO your research IF you have ANY doubts about your child or children’s accusations!

PAY ATTENTION TO THESE MENTORS!!!

PAY ATTENTION TO THE OLDER SIBLINGS, OLDER COUSINS, DRUG ABUSERS IN THE FAMILY!

PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR “OVERLY CONCERNED NEIGHBOR!”

IF your child has a special need, i.e., developmental delay or mental illness/condition; PLEASE TAKE HEED!! Use all resources available to you to assist in teaching them about people and incidents such as the aforementioned. 

 

 

From age 10- 17 (years 95-02) ANY male that slept with me who was 18 or over IS A PEDOPHILE! 

You all have gotten off “easy” because I was naive, and once I became “knowledgeable” I didn’t care, because I had to survive. I considered myself “doing what needed to be done” NOT realizing nor concerning myself with the overall damage it would cause me, especially, but also others around me in the years to come. 

I’ve recently had to “inform, then check” a pedophile whose 9 years older than I am. This ignorant nigga, REALLY BELIEVES that he helped and loved me! LMAO

He STILL doesn’t get that when I was 13 when we met and he was 22, he’s a pedophile!

He doesn’t think so and even tried to imply that my husband is one because we’re 25 years apart. I confirmed for him, NO SIR! You “knew” I wasn’t 16 as I attempted to lie to you.

My husband “assumed” I was older because we met through mutual friends who are his age. However, upon meeting and interviewing each other “prior to any sex” he learned  I was of legal age, 19 to be exact.

He wasn’t pleased. He was actually ashamed and apprehensive, because I “am” the youngest woman he’s dated since being an adult himself! He also has daughters just a few “steps” behind me, son’s a few steps ahead of me; so trust me I totally understood the initial shame and apprehension. 

There were even two women who were “poverty pimps” they “wanted me to believe” and recently attempted to “convince me” yet again, they love and care for me.

LMAO yet, 98% of my entire “residency” with them consisted of me “providing” for them through degrading or enslaving myself. They were madame’s if you will! I wasn’t quite a minor, but I was “the youth”16-19 to be exact during that time and they, especially your “grave deep ass” took sole advantage of “my desire for a better future!”

The head madame, really “thought” she had me. No bitch! I am DONE with “motherfuckering leeches!” 

This is what “pedophiles, rapists, molesters, DO!

They “convince you” that they’re helping you, meanwhile they’re actually helping you to hurt yourself while pleasing them!

They “convince you” that you need them, they love you, nobody will ever come along and help you etc as they do.

ALL the while “you’re exchanging money and sex with them, ONLY to receive insecurity, paranoia, distrust, lustful flesh,etc.”

Point made is “a man” WON’T want any parts of a child! A “nigga” “cunt” “coon” “boy” “leech” etc will “use and abuse” anyone and anything to appease him or herself! 

Again, understand this posts and “those that’ll follow” ARE NOT to “expose the people” IF you are seeking “confirmation” of who I’m referencing I highly advise you “to get some business!” 

This post is “for informational and reference purposes ONLY!” 

This post is for me to “free myself” of the spiritual bounds it’s held on me for so long.

This post gave me the chance to finally “let go” and let God deal with ya’ll. 

I’ve been blessed and I’m continuing to be blessed, even via this post right now! 

As my fingers strike each key I feel a litte lighter, because my silent crying at night while everyone sleeps can finally begin to diminish. 

Finally I can sleep “knowing” I won’t see your face, hear your voice or have to acknowledge your presence. For those I’ve recently seen, know that God ONLY did that to show me “his power, grace and mercy!” IT WAS NOT, I REPEAT…… IT WAS “NOT” THE ANSWER TO YOUR PRAYER! 

You’re a “leech” and your partner in crime is too. You can break away from her, to save your life literally. I’ve witnessed this myself. I admired you at one time and I upon my departure pitied you and I pity you more now. After 10 years you’d think you grew your own back bone or at least strengthen what you had and were confident enough and physically able to stand upright with your head held high! 

I avert, because your “disability” isn’t my concern, because God continues to show off my “abilities!” 

I pray that those “few” aforementioned people and incidents that I’ve discussed were a wide enough eye opener for many of you! 

We live in a very cruel and corrupt world. I don’t wish paranoia on anyone, however I do pray that many of you become “attentive and accountable” not only for yourselves, but especially for your children as you’re evolving and allowing people to enter in or exit your lives. 

Keep in mind, that there’s a little devil in every angel, because the devil is a fallen angel. 

P.S. to all the women like myself who “did not” snitch because of shame, being naive, being vulnerable and immature, believing you were truly being loved because you were infatuated with the idea of loving and being loved, etc. PLEASE DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF! 

I REPEAT, DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF for any of the incidents you underwent or for another young ladies incidents. I hate to admit, even if you had reported your crime in a timely fashion etc, it doesn’t STOP intent! 

A person’s intent is where the tragedy begins, not when a naive or desperate young male or female is “preyed” upon by a conscious, calculating, arrogant, pedophile! 

Know that the Lord God our Father which is art in Heaven, is the Almighty and they will be brought to justice in one form or another, but in his time! 

TRUST ME, I AM LIVING PROOF THAT HE WILL ELEVATE YOU, THEN USE THEM AS YOUR FOOT STOOL AND YOUR WITNESSES OF HIS GRACE, MERCY, AND BLESSINGS!!! 

 

HBIC_PHILANTHROPY 

Humility in today’s society …..

In today’s society it’s extremely difficult to exhibit humility, especially among those who refuse to be accountable and consistent. However, it’s easier to exhibit humility than it is to engage in conflict majority of the time. People who are unaccountable and inconsistent will reap all that they sow. You must however inform them of their errors, especially as it relates to interacting with you. You must NOT allow these people to “think or believe” that they’ve achieved something. They must be made aware that they are wrong and unacceptable. You must continue to remain steadfast. You must continue to progress against all their opposition and resistance. You must NOT allow their ignorance to ignite your anger, nor consume you. You must separate yourself ultimately from people who are unaccountable and inconsistent, because they are hindrances. When you are on a path that is affording you the opportunity to advance, why would you continue riding on a road that’s currently under construction? Get on the smooth paved road and ride out. 

 

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Brains versus Bodies :idea:

As I sit and scroll through my Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter accounts to name a few, I’ve noticed an abundance of “sexually objectifying” pictures that are being glorified.

Yet I’ve seen pictures of other males or females doing something “great” like Graduating High School or College, etc and I don’t see them always receiving the same or more “likes, comments, #RP, etc”

It has bothered even myself. I honestly enjoy “sex” in all it’s forms. Whether it’s conversation, movies, porn, literary work, art, etc. I do enjoy seeing, appreciating, benefitting from, and analyzing it. That’s a #Virgo for you. LOL

Now I’m also a female whose grown into a woman and I’ve been sexually, physically, emotionally and financially abused.

Some abuse was a direct result of me feeding into the “ego stroking” that much of the sexual objectification provides. Other abuse came because I was naive, young in age also, but naive overall.

As I’ve grown and overcame my own “insecurities” that caused me to seek out such sexual objectification it makes me take a longer look into the souls of the person on either end.

It makes me frown on males or females who are strippers, porn stars, adult entertainer in general but have children.

It makes me question their intellect if 90-98% of their entire “current financial and public notoriety status” is based solely on sex.

Mind you “when I was single and NOT a mother” I was going to strip. Three things stopped me: 1). I was underage and knew the fake ID thing wouldn’t last 2). My father was in the strip club where I was “trying out!” 3). It smelled so bad, the women looked awful up close, I saw my life flash before my eyes and I said to myself “Tiffany if there’s a 1% you’ll at least want to be a mother if not a wife one day, you can’t do this. It’s bad enough you’ll have to explain prostituting at an early age, but this will be on record. It’s worse than a few random pictures. You’ll make concrete history. People rarely forget strippers. Not to mention you can finish high school and go to college. You’re smart. Figure out how to get out of this before you ruin your life even more!”

I got the fuck of out there. Thank God without my father seeing me.

It took me a few years to stop completely in the streets. Yet I’ve made it. I haven’t seen the few “strippers and prostitutes” that I knew since then.

They could be dead, incarcerated, or out here homeless. Idk I’ve prayed for them but God gave me a second chance and I’m thankful for it. I can only pray he gave them one also.

Looking at my son and his father each day, I’m glad I made the decisions I’ve made.

I’m thankful that with all my past transgressions many are faded memories or someone’s prized possession.

IJS these are my truths. These are my opinions.

I just urge us all “to ask ourselves” what are we really in need of?
Why do we feel obligated to compete with our physiques?

Has the brain become unattractive because it can’t be seen?

Is it unattractive to those who don’t know how to proudly and properly use their own?

No matter how many times a man tells me “Hello beautiful! Hey sexy!! Mm mm ms lady! etc” it’ll NEVER compare to nor compete with the feeling I have when I’m complimented on “my intellect and all it manifests!” The looks of respect and admiration feel much better going up and down my body, than those wolf like looks of lust.

Sexually I’m aggressive and attractive so I tend to be “attractive” those who assume that’s all I’ve got to offer or care to offer.

Yet intellectually I’m my best!

My mind is more beautiful than my physical features could ever be, because it reflects my spirit which represents the God in me.

My mind is deeper than your hardest thrust into my vagina.

I can take you places with my mind, I’d probably never dare go with you in real time.

Having a husband it’s made me appreciate my intellect even more.
Seeing his sexy hazel eyes sparkle as I speak intellectually is soothing, encouraging and stimulating.

Seeing his face when things “I’ve thought of” he see’s manifesting ((even now in this post)) he’s always encouraged my writing and he makes me fall in love all over again each time he does.

Seeing him sexually aroused during a “conversation or me casually walking around the house” versus all slutty or ostentatious!

I’m just “brain” never really been much “body” and no matter all the crap I claim to want physically, I’m honestly happy having brains.

I refuse to sacrifice my intelligence for my physical appearance.

I refuse to allow other women or men make me feel bad, for stating my opinions, experiences etc.

I refuse to raise my son to think “booty and beauty” outweigh intelligence, humility, loyalty, fidelity and compassion.

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Many Men….. 😘 💞My heart bleeds for and beats with you #Poetry #HBICPhilanthropy

Many men go through their lives desiring wives but only getting by whores with knives or cunts with complicated lives.

Many men will never receive “true love and loyalty” alongside fidelity.

They’ll only be placed in misery and guilt trips you see.

Beware of her insecurities. Beware of her overbearing nature. Beware of her control issues. Beware of her high sex drive. Beware of her lack of intelligence.

Understand her gestures as she complains and festers.

Don’t be so quick to shed your condoms. Because no condoms equals a lifetime of problems.

To the women who’ve hurt them….

Having his baby didn’t make him stay. You’re not sad, because you didn’t love him anyway.

Filing child support didn’t make him pay, but you don’t care; because you never loved him anyway.

Stalking him and staying in his life still didn’t make you his wife, but you know deep down you didn’t deserve it because you didn’t love him anyway.

Using his name, isn’t the same as him giving it to you……

He’s lost loved ones and you couldn’t bring yourself to give him a condolence, but it’s understood you didn’t love him anyway.

The only reason you’re up and he’s down is because you kicked him and caused him to fall, and kept your foot on his neck while he was down!

You’d never admit it, because you never loved him anyway.

Remember “he” MADE you relevant! Had it not been for many females getting pregnant, you wouldn’t exist in a man’s timeline of his life. The only reason you’ve acquired a dot — with a short line I might add is because “he tried to love you, live and have a relationship with you!”

I’ve said it before and I’ll continue to say “all men aren’t deadbeats, many have been beat down!”

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